Have you ever been actually in a place or at least imagined to be in a place where everything is hidden from you in suspicious ways?
Sometimes people find themselves in places where there are some fishy things going on around them but they can never find out the answer why.
Italy so far not only for me but also for many of my friends who share their pains and sorrows with me has been a place where everywhere you find fishy things going on against you but you don’t know how and why.
This is the worse situation in the society or in the country you live as a guest when secret codes or invisible laws exist around you, which are not written on papers but are felt easily as if they have been polished with vanishing cremes but you only see their effects always hurting you.
It is a very bad situation, where nothing is defined for you, where you do not know what rights and responsibilities you as an immigrant, as a refugee or as a “Straniero” (stranger for them) have in the host country which could be a light for you to look forward your current and future life with.
For instance if you go for a problem of legal kind, or for a work problem or for a health problem, no one gives you a clear and complete answer which is clearly written on a paper and defined for you. You are never given solid written information on something related to you and the reason is you do not have a defined identity here.
This drop by drop information sharing moves on and on, on repeated basis but at the end of the day you find out that except some repeated useless things, you didn’t get any correct answers you needed.
This unresolved question remains in your mind and you never find who you are here, what is your role and responsibility within the host society, this way, neither you never dare to share with the happiness or sorrows of the society until you have your defined identity among them nor you find yourself secure to build up a future for you; you just live based on day by day basis just as a homeless vagabond settled in a stormy beach without a sure safety and guaranty from the peril of the wild storms!
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